just.

I just watched this movie I had never heard of before, because it was on HBO after ‘Water For Elephants.’ It was called ‘My Life Without Me,’ and it was basically about a woman who’s diagnosed with terminal ovarian cancer and decides not to tell her family, just to do everything she can with her two months left to make things as good for them when she’s gone as she possibly can.

I need to stop watching movies about cancer, because I just end up crying and feeling severely melancholy and… like everything I do is a dream, and the things in my head are reality. It’s a good place to be to write really sad poetry, but not to do much else. 

Good movie, though. Very good movie.